Memories/ Arielle Young (I miss you. )
I talked to a girl the other day. Her name was Katie. She doesn't want to be my friend because I am your sons mother. She said it would be inappropriate because she had a major crush on you. I found it amusing. In 8 more days i will turn 20 years old. Which means in 10 more days you will have turned 22 if you were still with us. And in 9 more days it will mark the 3 year date when we found out we were having a precious baby.
Speaking of which Deven is doing so well. He is still obsessed with the Disney movie CARS. He is doing very well learning his colors. Your dad remarks about how well his vocabulary is every time he takes him for the night. Im more than happy to take all the credit for that but I cant. He is smart. And I'm not saying that because he's ours. He really is a very bright little man. His taste buds are developing and he is starting to get a bit more picky. He loves ginger snaps. He calls them jiffy-naps And he loves lemons. Remember how much i craved them when i was pregnant? lol.
Did AFSP Out of the Darkness Walk Today! / Britt Kirsten H.S. (His Mum )
Thought about you all day today Nick especially since I completed the Walk with Cheryl. I love & miss you so much! Close
31 Months! / Britt H.S. (Nick's Mum )
I love & miss you so much Son! Please give me a sign that you're OK. I am doing the Out of the Darkness Walk on Sunday! Close
Your website is beautiful. Don't know how you took the courage to put it together. I share your grief. Brian left us Dec.17 2006 after he told his sister that he 'didn't want to do this anymore' and anyone should be allowed to die whenever they chose and not from illness or accident. Screaming in the boiler room helps. So very sorry for you.
I still miss you / Arielle Young (His Panda )Read >>
I still miss you / Arielle Young (His Panda )
I've talked to friends I've talked to myself I've talked to God I prayed liked hell but I still miss you I tried sober I tried drinking I've been strong and I've been weak and I still miss you I've done everything move on like I'm supposed to I'd give anything for one more minute with you I still miss you I still miss you baby "I still Miss You" by: Kieth Anderson
Since you've been gone. This song always and everytime reminds me of you. I cry every single time i hear it. I was in McDonalds the other day and it started playing. I've been hearing this song everywhere lately. And I feel like maybe you are trying to tell me that you miss me too. And I do. I miss you with all my heart. All the time. Every second of Everyday. I found a bottle of your old cologne the day before yesterday. Im trying to find it in stores because the bottle is almost empty. I put a dab of it on my wrists for the fourth of July. Just so you could watch the fireworks with me. So did Esther. Because she misses you too. She holds me when i cry sometimes. She always cries with me too. Sometimes they are happy tears. Sometimes they are sad tears. But always I remember how wonderful our love was. How could i not when all i have to do is look at our BEAUTIFUL son and think about you. He looks just like you Nick. But he has my ears and my nose. (thank God) lol..I love you. I miss you. I'll write again soon.
Letting you Know I still miss you. / Arielle Young (Panda Bear )Read >>
Letting you Know I still miss you. / Arielle Young (Panda Bear )
My friend Heather just had a baby. Her name is Arianna. Deven likes to hold her. he cant quite pronounce her whole name so he just calls her Anna. Heather like me, is a first time mom and she comes to me for advice because ive been through this all before with Deven. I love that.
Deven is potty training right now! Not even 2years old and he tells me when he needs to pee on the potty. I'm very porud of that too! I have to run but goodnight Nicholas....I'll write again soon.
I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes And I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend.
The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend.
I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss our silly fights The making up The morning talks And those late afternoon walks I miss my friend. Song: I Miss My Friend Artist: Darryl Worley
I turned the radio on and this song came on. I couldnt help but think of you. Even though you meant more to me than anyfriend I've ever had, I cried the whole time the song was playing. then i went online and listened to it and cried all over again. Today I had a hard day, and I thought of you many times. I miss you very much Nicholas!
Love,
Your Panda Bear, Arielle.
P.S. Deven is well. He learned how to lift up his arm and pretend to shoot webs out of it while yelling "SPIDERMAN!" which sounds more like "Piderman!"
Hi, Son---I hope you were watching the Derby yesterday, because you knew that I'd be watching. Mine That Bird ran a great race, I'm always rooting for the underdog.
2 Years Since A Piece of Us Died! / Britt &. Family (Mum, Stepdad, siblings )
Dear Nick--You left this Earth 2 years ago today, and we miss you more & more! We know that Heaven is a much more peaceful place to be! Love you!!!!! Close
Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven, Nick! / B. H-S (His Mum )Read >>
Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven, Nick! / B. H-S (His Mum )
Just wanted you to know that we are all thinking of you today, Nicholas! We love & miss you so much!Close
Your Brother Jake's 20th Birthday / Britt Holmstrom-Salisbury (His Mum )
Today is Jacob's 20th birthday----he arrived in this world only 14 short months after you did. We all miss you so much, Nick! Love, Mum Close
Emma's 7th Birthday / Britt H.S. (His Mum )
Hi, Nick--Your little sis, Emma, turned seven years old today! I remember how proud you were when she was born.....we miss you so much, Handsome. So happy that Arielle---Bella---and Deven could be here. Love ya--Mum Close
Watching Your Mother / Roger Salisbury (Stepdad)
A couple of days ago, your Mother & I went out to visit you at Maplegrove. I watched her walk through the snow, and then I watched her kissing and touching your face on the bench. She misses you so much, we all do. Why, Nick? WHY did you have to leave all of us here on Earth? Close
I had a hard day today Nicholas. It is January 22, 2009. Three years I have loved you now. My horoscope today says "I would find the words in my heart to get me through a hardship." And I did. I found a little poem that reminded me so much of you.
You are a part of my being; you mix with all my thoughts, even the most studious, and instead of disturbing give them greater harmony and spirit... Yes, I love you to that degree as must inspire into the coldest breast a mutual passion. So look to your heart, for you will scarce be able to defend it against my tenderness. --James Thomson
22 Months / Britt H.S. (His Mum )
It has now been 22 months since you passed away, Son. I am trying to figure out what a new 'normal' is, since life can never seem normal again without you here with us. I love & miss you so much! MumClose
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